Dienstag, 25. Mai 2010

The world is simply not the same

In this post I would like to share what happened to me a couple of nights (and a couple of years) ago. And it's not an easy subject. It's my first morning here in beautiful Germany (I just came back from the US and slept last night outside, next to the woods and was woken up by the first sunlight with an overflowing concerto of singing birds).

A few days ago I stayed with Mike in Driggs, Idaho and till the end of the day I became aware that in just little situations I became angry or upset. However I didn't become aware of this until we went to bed and I calmed down and meditated a bit. All of a sudden I realized that I wasn't really nice to Mike and I felt awkward. So I stopped immediately ... I realized that I was behaving on top of something and as soon as I saw that another emotion arose: immense sadness. I started crying deeply, not really knowing what it was about. Mike was confused, asked me what it is, but I couldn't give him any clear answer. It felt like a general sadness and it was hard to communicate with him, that there was nothing he could do. (And he was tired and JUST wanted to sleep - how is that with an all of a sudden emotional crying woman?)


Well, finally I managed to fall asleep, too. And here comes the important part: In the middle of the night I woke up, very abruptly and I had a very clear vision. I saw the twin towers, it felt like I was really there, although I had more of a birds eye view. It felt like I time traveled in that moment I SAW the twin towers and they existed... and interestingly my mood was good. But then I started to think: "Oh, something happened" and in an instant I time traveled back and I was back to THIS world again and I immediately started crying intensely because I felt so deeply that what happened on September 11th 2001 changed the world, the world is not the same since then, the world is simply not the same. So I sobbed and cried deeply.


Because what happened there was a well orchestrated satanic ritual. And most people on this planet are not aware what a huge impact it had and still has.


I hesitated a lot, if I should write this post. I started this text and then waited the whole day through if I still want to post this. I guess these last two sentences are a bit to ... "whatever"... for most of the people reading this, but maybe not. And I want to say that I can't really say for certain that this is true ... and I don't want to convince anybody about anything ... so here is my experience:

On September, 10th 2001 I took a nap in the afternoon. I woke up after having a dream that very much disturbed me. In this dream I saw some men who were in charge, had a lot of power, very powerful man, possibly connected to the US government but I'm not sure about that. They put bombs on other Americans, like a belt. And then they shot them into the sky and when they were high enough they pressed the button on the remote control and set off the bombs, so that these - from my perspective innocent - people would explode up in the sky. And the way they did it - I knew it was a ritual. This massage was very clear in the dream.


When I woke up from this dream I was agitated and distressed. And it didn't make any sense to me why I would have such a horrible dream. At that time I didn't even have anything to do with America. The first time I traveled to the US was in 2003 I believe. So I remember that I went for a walk with my little daughter in her buggy and I couldn't wrap my mind around this dream.

The next day, while I was driving my car, must have been late afternoon, I heard the news. I remember very clearly that the reporter on the radio said the sentence (in German of course): "The terrorists used the people in the plane as living bombs." I was shocked. Did I foresee this? But no! The story was totally different. It were the terrorist who did it and in my dream there was no airplane and I didn't see the twin towers. But still the similarity struck me.

It took me several years until I realized that my dream might have been closer to the truth than the media reports.


So I just want to add that in 2008 I listened to a talk, held by Farah Yurdozu at the UFO-conference in Laughlin, Nevada. In this talk she exposed that NYC might be the new Babylon. Quite at the end of her talk she showed some pictures of September 11th and demonstrated that this might have been a very well orchestrated ritual. I was stunned and at the same time the folks in the conference room got upset and some got really angry. Farah couldn't even go on with her presentation. I thought: Isn't that interesting? Here I am with very open minded people and they get very upset because of this theory she just presented. Why do they get so upset when there is nothing to it?


Right now I don't have to say anything more.

It's late at night while I finish this posting, well
in fact it's early next morning. The birds have started to sing again - beautiful.