Montag, 22. März 2010

A very sane man on earth

Paul Lowe

I'm struggling since days. I even thought of taking this blog down today. And then I did what I often do when I feel stuck (and I do it, too, when feel great - and I could be stuck then, too).
I put my iTunes on shuffle and it's almost a guarantee (because I believe in it?): it would play some very good parts from sessions with Paul Lowe. These are recordings I collected during the years 2003 - 2007 when I did every Paul Lowe group I could possibly do. The recorded parts that "iTunes choses" always fit for me, it's ALWAYS uplifting, it always takes me to a deeper place of myself, it's always right to the point and it always helps to be more myself again. I feel more alive and often I'm just blown away by the truth that is expressed by Paul.

So today it happened again. And then I thought: I should transcribe this recorded part and share it on my blog. So I assume that right now I, myself don't have anything inspiring to share. And I won't write trash here. But the thing I listened to today was very inspiring. And there's something else to this: I remember Paul saying something like this: When you hear something and it rings true to you, then it's yours! Forget who said it. It's your own truth then.

So in the following I share my truth through the words of Paul.
If you enjoy this text: There are plenty of recordings of Paul Lowe available here.

In this section Paul Lowe was answering a person. One of the things she said: "I'm scared of losing my sanity."

Paul Lowe in London 2007:

“The fear about insanity is quite natural in a way. You see, as you start to wake up, all the old bastions of security … they don't work anymore. You start to get into this shaky area. When you get into this shaky area, there's a lot of energy there, which some people (in here) are starting to feel. It's incredible energy and they don't know what to do with it. That's one.

Another one is insanity. That you're starting to leave what you call being sane – which is insanity. People are insane, this world is insane. And you start to reach this place. Now if you are continuing to fight, if you're in fear, you increase the possibility of insanity, because insanity is really a holding and a holding and then a sudden release and it goes beyond the balance in that moment. If you keep yourself pure of heart ... there are practical things: the food, where you live, … but the main thing are your thoughts. Keep registering your thoughts and don't support them. And then you purify yourself. And as the energy starts to come up then, it comes up in a balanced way.

A lot of the mediums who channel people that are not in their bodies, a lot of them go insane. Because they're actually pushing something, they're doing something. And their life isn't pure enough. But if you keep taking care of yourself, you're less likely to go insane. That's one thing.

But the other thing is: What do you want out of life? Do you want to be normal? Because that's pretty sick. Or are you ready to say: No, this is an adventure to me. I'm gonna die anyway, but before I do, I'm gonna have every possible experience that comes to me. I'm going to experience my experiences. Even if I go mad … then you're less likely to go mad. But it is: Are you here to be safe and secure and predictable and very boring like most people? Or are you ready to say: I don't know – I'm gonna go there! That's what an adventure is. That's why … people climbing a peak that hasn't been climbed before. Or going into a jungle that's never been done, … I don't know if I'm gonna survive or not. I'm gonna go there for the adventure. And I'm gonna enjoy. I'm not gonna look at what happens when I got down there.
I'm gonna have the a d v e n t u r e of being there.

So it's up to you. What do you want out of life? You gonna keep controlling yourself and trying to cut it off? Because you won't be able to. Because the energy wants to emerge, it will emerge through you. You're fighting, which is making it more likely that you go out of balance.

There is stuff coming through for people now. Lots of people are getting dreams, forecast dreams and things like that. There's a whole energy happening to do with the cycle that the planet's in at the moment. And you can have fun with it.


You're alive or you have the false idea that you're safe. Nobody is safe. Nobody is secure. Nothing is predictable. Nothing, nothing.
Do you know, more pedestrians get knocked down or damaged or killed on pedestrian crossings than on the road? Did you know that? Interesting statistics.


This is an illustration I used to use: I used to race cars and we had a track not far away, it was the farmers airfield actually. And we used to go round and round and round this track in our cars. And what I discovered is, you never know your maximum potential until just before you lose it. So you go round and you stay on the track and you stay on the track and you get faster and faster and faster until you spin. And you know that the previous one was your fastest. But until you come off you don't know. You don't know what you're capable of. You gotta take it to the limit. And then find out when you lose it.

And that's the way to live life. Take it to the limit.”

After I did this transcript I found a youtube video of Paul Lowe, which adds perfectly. You can watch it here.

Donnerstag, 4. März 2010


What I love about life: it's unpredictable. Of course most people like it secure and predictable. I figured out, that I have more fun in my life when I invite the new, the unknown and even sometimes the chaos. It's about saying "yes!" to what ever situation arises. Here is an example:

Three month ago a friend of mine announced that she and her family will move into a new house. Well, I live in a very nice apartment which was designed with clay and wood and glass by a local artist. However I always struggled with the size. It's just a little bit to small for me and my two kids. So I said "yes" and gave notice to my landlord that I will move in April. Of course the house is much more expensive but I thought it will all work out. So I made an appointment to sign my new rental agreement. Due to a funeral we needed to reschedule our meeting. And then we couldn't get each other on the phone. I spoke to my new landlord shortly before I went to Nevada (to meet Mike and attend the UFO congress). We made an appointment for March, 6th. (Saturday).

And then I went to Nevada - and we had a few wonderful days in Sedona, too.
Two days ago I had an in depth conversation with a friend of mine.
I said to her: "Everything has changed since I'm back, I would love to visit Mike again but soon I'll live in this expensive house and flights to America aren't really that cheap."
She said: "So why don't you stay where you are?"
My answer: "I already gave notice and there is also somebody else who will move in here - it's a done deal."
She insisted: "You could ask the other person if she would be willing to resign her contract."
My immediate thought was: "I can't do that, she's in trouble right now and she is very much looking forward to move into this apartment."

Yesterday the phone rang. Somebody found out that I do regressions with the technique from Dolores Cannon and he wanted to make an appointment. Because he lives far away from Heckenbeck and therefore would need to stay overnight he asked me to do a session on - guess when - Saturday, 6th., exactly the same time I have my appointment to sign the rental contract.
And what did I say? "Yes!" At least no signing contract on Saturday.

So today I opened my mail box and was very surprised, that my landlord wrote an e-mail in the middle of the night. She said that something changed for this woman who wanted to move in here and that she gave notice. Now the apartment would be available - to who ever - again.
And what did I say? "Yes!"

Eastern will be much, much more calm and easy.... and I'm looking forward to visit Mike!

Mittwoch, 3. März 2010

My English Blog

Just because of my dear friend and blogger Mike I decided to write a blog in English, too. My first language is German and I hope the English speaking readers would pardon all the mistakes I'm going to make. This first post is just a little opener. Right now I don't have anything to say, other than that I'm very curious about this new chapter in my life, being a blogger.

Also it will be very interesting
(at least for me) what I will share in my German blog and what in my English one. Each blog will have its life on its own. And I just recognized recently that I'm almost a different person when I'm in an English speaking country. Language and words form our thinking. In a way they restrict us to a certain level of being, especially when we're not present and aware of each word that leaves our mouth or finds its way to the screen or paper.

My ambition is to express myself and let information through that is beyond words. So if the reader suddenly finds some truth, some inspiration, something uplifting in between them - perfect!

I called this blog Nataschas Web, because it feels like I created already a huge web spinning around this world and this blog will be another part of it. So at this point I say hello to all my firends on four continents because you will be the first to read this. Isn't this a great life and exciting times to experience and evolve?
Enjoy the ride!